All things considered, it wasn’t a bad day, maybe even a good one. I feel lost, tired and bereft, but there are many reasonable reasons why one may feel so. For one, I am not dealing well with heat. I don’t like the city in the summer. I have not slept well. I am three days short of my vacation and the fatigue of these six months is becoming unbearable. In addition, there were other, totally avoidable reasons, like spending too much time on LinkedIn.

An interesting thought: when I am low on adrenaline, serotonin and oxytocin, I don’t feel myself. I define myself by hight sensitivity, emotivity, intelligence and antagonism and have a hard time accepting a calmer, more sedate version of myself. I wonder why this may be.