I am starting this week, like most weeks, in extremely vulnerable state. I do not doubt my capacity to show up authentically, neither do I deny the incredible privilege to meet and talk to some of the brightest people one could meet. What scares me is the lack of capacity to withstand the pressure of the system. What scares me is the apathy, the hustle and the “good enough.” what scares me most is the crushing lack of emotion and vulnerability in our internal meetings. When emotions are allowed to enter the room, they are weaponised. There is never a pure, unadulterated joy of being together, working together and creating together. There is never a celebration – not of some remarkable achievement, but of our everyday humanity. In short, there is a lack of love.